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Monday, July 11, 2005
Nat comp was yesterday, dhssjab got thrashed badly. from 3 natchamps and 1 second in 2004, to this shit in 2005.. its dhs's worst flop in its history of nat comps, which is ironic cos its one yr after its biggest success then everyone is aiming damn high.. perhaps thats why other teams got so motivated to train and beat us and they really did. but it is COMFIRMED that the main reason that HAIXIANS, chinese high beat us cos of singma comp, then the judges for nat comp was actually their trainers and they know the EXACT style to adopt.. but anglican.. river valley also din go singma.. so wth happened. so wads wrong with DHS style when we din even change it at all.. sally mich shaung came my house and we went to haixing. fall in at 9am. then felt insecure cos first time mentors din brief us and din even look around at competition grounds. i got NA6, kristian AA8, AC7, and NC3. then we all felt its taboo cos NC6 we had in sec2 and we got 4th. haixing got NA4 which is what we won last yr with NC4. FA we did. Domestic case it was, in such a way that whichever one of us in de team first touches the casualty will be electricuted.. but we din noe cos it din happen in de past 3 years of comp team life. i touched the casualty first like i always do, thought i screwed the case up cos i approached too fast, when i was 2nd casualty, should have seen their faces, pale, shocked, esp huishuang. sally said if i cried at that moment she will too, but i couldnt, i just felt lost. imagine training for 3 yrs, and de past months for nat comp and all you do as a number1 is to lie flat and face de ceilings of de haixing halls. having your number 2 do body checkup on you. cant shout your lungs out cant do a shit. kept thinkin abt wad mam jiayi said as i was down. sally shuang did cpr together, then i was tellin sally wad to do as she took my breathing rate, hypoxia.. compartmental syndrome.. stuff. at the very end de stupid sir still had de cheek to ask me whether i had a good sleep. i stilll gave summary in de end cos i wanted to, but it wasnt very detailed because i was still feeling weird, yah. i cant stand de judge's face at de end when he tells us evry team will have one member down. i just cried there like an idiot. then FD, my team was totally nt afraid of anything to come because we felt the worst was over. it was de indian sir who was FD judge for the 5th time. he definitely recognises us =) and likes us, just very sure about it. no more fancy drill this time, evrything went smooth. nice bangs, but still a little jelly. HN after lunch, i think it was really our best. it couldnt have been much better. perhaps DSW screwed up, but the mams always want different things, keep changing the style of doing it, no matter how we adapt we will go to comp learning that it is wrong. bed making not enough clothe, but even de old grandma can pull harder then us. sheesh. de rest was fine. the patient and relative likes us alot, it is comfirmed. but perhaps friendliness cant cover up for all de sections in de marksheet. de judge is rather deaf also. seriously. every sentence must repeat a few times. de way they guide us thru EVRY SINGLE THING makes us feel we can go in unprepared and then still do a case. 9-5 in waiting room except lunch. imagine that. by the time go hall and fall in, look at dhs corps sitting behind. then lousy results announced. its de quietest comp i've ever been too. no cheers nothing. sir huawei gave us a very beautiful drawing he did of us. mam jiayi gave us a very touching card she made that speaked to our hearts, sir hongwei bought hashbrowns which we abandoned. and he did something embarassing too =p in de end.. its just these people that really matters. these people who i really don want them to be too disappointed. and also de casualties in my squad who came and help us.. hopefully the dhs teams in future years can get back what we lost, but if only, we can find out where de problem lies, it doesnt make sense at all, i still blame it on singma and the stupid styles we will need to adopt. its all in de presentation. update more details soon abt comp, got to leave for school now.. =) we've got a half day =D NA carmen sally huishuang michelle sinee.. a team with memories i share that i will never forget.. AULD LANG SYNE! |